Chapter 9: a little sleep won't hurt no body.

i was running around my room like a manic! i took a very quick shower and showered my self in lotion and perfume just incase we saw each other id smell good you know! i put on a bit of bb cream and tint on my lips and mascara awana natural beauty w che hahah i wore my lulu lemon sheer strips leggings which made my legs look BOM, a tank top and a hoodie over it. i didn't wanna look dressed up i was going for the careless but still hot look lol. i saw my phone ring i didn't not look at it and i left the room to see who's awake and whats going on in the house. Everyone was at their room doing their business. i started jumping not sure if it was out of excitement or I'm just nervous. i ran to my room, checked my phone and i had 2 missed calls from khalifa

calling khalifa

khalifa:
halla! ha ay 3indich wla

Sara:
if you want to

khalifa:
give me 5 mins 5lni i check ell 7ara etha 7ad bara3

sara:
okay, ill check the front door

we were all doing our thing at this point, both quit and anxious maybe he was heavy breathing for some reason
i was checking the front camera every 2 seconds
i saw a black Mclaren pass through

sara:
is that you?

khalifa:
yea, kaif 3rftii

sara:
i saw you

khalifa:
5lnii adoor ba3ad marah w bamr 3alich bay5th 2 seconds

at this point i was the one heavy breathing i have never done this shit what the hell have i gotten myself into and the moment has finally come

khalifa:
ana bara3, t7mly baby

sara:
i tip toed to the front door opened it slowly and sadly it made a loud sound, i FROZE

khalifa:
shwyshwy sara f'97teena

sara:
sshhhhhh!

i closed the door behind me, ran to his car opened the door and sat as quickly as i could

sara:
DRIVE JUST DRIVE!!!!

he took off as fast as he could, we were silent, the sound of the engine and loud music pillow talk by zayn
Be in the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day
Fucking you, and fighting on

It's our paradise and it's our war zone...
It's our paradise and it's our war zone...
this part was playing. the beach wasn't very far away from our house. he parked facing the shore.

he held my hand and started rubbing it, i was so cold and shivering. i was facing the beach i couldn't dare look him into the eyes. he was staring at me...

khalifa:
how did i get so lucky?

i smiled and looked at legs

khalifa:
are you okay?

sara:
the happiest

i raised my head and looked him in the eye. we had that sparkly eyes moment, at least that is what it felt like. At this point i and held his hand stronger, that feeling set fireworks all over my body.
that lasted for what i would say 5000 mins. he looks so much more manly in real life his shoulders were huge and those lips damn.

khalifa:
ughhhhh!!!! it so good to be home

sara:
its good to have you back.

........


sara:
khalifa

i loved saying his name, he looked at me with the most innocent tired eyes.

khalifa:
hmmm..

sara:
are you tired? do you want us to do back?

he got closer, held my chin and kissed the side of my lips. Whispered into my eyes "how can i be tired when I'm with you?" at this point i was just going crazy. i wanted him badly all of him. he was breathing heavily centimetres away from my face. i looked at him and smiled. i think that gave him a heads up that i was kinda okay with this. he closed his eyes and went back for a kiss or should i say we end up all over each other? he mentioned in the middle of our business that i smelled really good! i giggled when he said that. little did he know i was basically showering myself in perfume and lotion. the weekend was playing, which was quit appropriate. i went back to my seat patting i wanted fresh air and so did he. there were a couple of familiar cars pass by us. so we decided to go to their house just to be safe!

that car ride was amazing, he was driving so fast and i loved every minute of it. the music was so load it made  us feel every word he was saying (قالو تحبه- اصيل ابوبكر) . i looked at him for a sec, i couldn't believe all of this, this was beyond words. i went back to my zone and closed my eyes and enjoyed the rest of the car ride.

khalifa:
w9lna mama, chaffy wait here broo7 bafch ell baby w bat2kd ma7ad mawjood w bayeech

sara:
sounds good

as soon as he went i opened the top mirror to check of the way that i looked and fixed my hair by the time i was done he was walking towards me, opened the door for me and held my hand helping me get out. we walked to the elevator i put both hands behind his neck into his and started singing "'body but you, 'body but us, dies together...."he was smiling and wrapped is hand on my waist and pushed me closer. the elevator opened he led me while holding my hands into his room. i browsed around a bit. i went straight to his vanity table i let my hair do from the pony tail and left the tie n the table and i started smelling his perfumes, what a taste! while all that he was in the bathroom changing. the door where unlocked i saw him coming towards me from the side of my eyes. he hugged me from the back and kissed my neck. then took off my hoodie.

sara:
I'm tired

khalifa:
do you want us to sleep for an hour or two lain ma ardich ell bait

i went straight to his bed and wrapped my self in his sheets.

khalifa:
ayyyy latshleen kla ell l7af, 5lii shwya 7gii hahaaha

i laughed

he jumped in wrapped him self in the rest of the sheets and side hugged me. We slept like babies, it was one of the best naps i have ever had, so cozy and cuddly.

Chapter 8: how far would you go for love?

it was Monday morning i decided to skip school since meera wanted us to mohave breakfast and as she said she had something important to tell me. Khalifa was coming back tomorrow, time wouldn't pass by this week i was overly excited i just couldn't contain myself. We were meeting up at 10:30 for breakfast at the Dubai mall. i wore hair curl with my YSL t-shirt and leggings and hermes with slippers. i wasn't bothered to put on makeup so i just added a little bit of mascara and lipstick i wore my tom ford sunglasses. i was already there waiting for her at the table by the window at starbucks. we ordered our food i had my chocolate corustte and a caramel macchiato. we chatted for a bit until she finally blurted out her confession. She decided for some reason to text that douchbag and play around with him. i dono whats gotten in her mind. Anyways his name was Ahmad he was 24 years old, the weird part was that he kept mentioning me in their conversation, claiming that he has seen me somewhere and he begged her for my name she told him my first name nothing more. Who was this Ahmad? do i even know him from somewhere? he said that the only reason he actually gave his number out was because he wanted to get intact with me. i refused for her to give him my number or anything that has to do with me. I had khalifa and he was more than enough i don't want to do anything that he would be ashamed of or disappointed of me. After breakfast i decided to do a bit of shopping. i went to hermes i fell in love with the men slippers i decided to get Khalifa a pair so that we could match. i told meera that they were for my brother little did she know i feel bad to be honest, but its for the best i guess. i also got him a cardholder from booted since he mentioned that his cards with everywhere. i couldn't wait to see him!

by the time we got home it was time for lunch. with the night rolled in we decided to go to jumerah beach for a walk since the weather was amazing.
 i texted Khalifa
Sara:
to9al blsalmah 7abeby i can't wait to see you :*

he didn't not reply I'm guessing they already departed.

it was a long time i couldn't sleep i listened to music until i finally broke in and slept. the next day was a typical school day. i went back home took a nap and by the time i woke my baby was back i was beyond happy! He was back finally, i couldn't wait to see him but with him family always comes first so i couldn't do anything but wait until he was free.

i called him at around 1 am

Khalifa:
hallah 7abeby (with that smily voice)

i couldn't help myself but giggle out of excitement

sara;
nwrat dubai baby el7emdella 3ala salamah how are you? how was your flight?

Khalifa:
al7emdella it went smoothly bess shwya ta3ab, mat9dgeen am ana far7an!

Sara:
lash haha?

khalifa:
I'm near you, i can finally hold you any hug and feel you

Sara:
hahaha

khalifa:
when can i see you?

Sara:
its 1 am its too late

Khalifa:
can i pick you up it'll only take a min

Sara:
i dono, im scared

khalifa:
you shouldn't baby ill protect you and trust me ill be aware and if there is anyone around the street i won't let you come

sara:
i dono, i've never done this

khalifa:
ill come around your house and see if anyone is around

sara:
hmmm okay

should i do this? this doesn't feel like me, but he seems so excited to see me i don't wanna ruin the vibe by saying no and to be honest i would love to see him to but i can't not now its too late and i don't want to do something that'll ill regret!


lots of love-- Sara

Chapter 7: communication helps a lot!

It was our last day here at the beach house. We decided to chill not overload our selves with activities. We watched a movie, pride and prejudice and we made popcorn. I snuggled in with noura, i am such a cuddly person i love cuddling lol. We stayed at the beach house till the sunset. The most beautiful view of the sunseting was at the beach. Its so dreamy takes you away for a couple minutes from the world. We took a couple of picture and of course meera did since she had the pro camera which made picture look 10x better. 

It was 6pm, los angles timing 6am 

I decided to text Khalifa and see what up!

Sara: 

Good morning boo

We got into the car it was a 3 hour ride home, we blasted the music ofcourse it was a mix of 3abd al majed and 3abdy my two favorites. (Btw if you want me to post some of my favorite songs i would love i, just request it) at around 10ish we got home we were running late because we had a couple of petrol stops to get us some snacks. 

I said my hellos to my family their were ladies as always so i went and changed into a jalabya, did my hair and went downstairs. i dont mind sitting with the ladies it was rather enjoyable. Carla my moms friend she always had diamonds for us to buy so that would be fun. After 2 hours so laughs and chats i went upstairs to get ready for bed. I checked my phone. 

4 text messages 

1 skype call

3 of them were from my cousins and friends thanking me for the weekend. 

1 from khlaifa 

Khalifa: 

lets talk

I called him, we said our hello's and he joked around about a couple of things. I told him all about the weekend and my day and so did he. He was going to las vegas with his friends for the weekend. then we got to the serious talk. 

Khalifa: 

Sara sorry about yesterday i was truly speechless and ignoring you wasnt part of my intentions. I just want to explain to you that i would never dare do anything to you, you are like family inty lulu madsoosa 3indy malati bess mosta7eel a5le shay yestweelha. I just want you to trust me. 

Sara: 

Khalifa :( 

Khalifa: 

3yoon khalifa 

Sara: 

I think its all about time w che fa i think we should take things slow w trust will eventually come dont worry about it. 

Khalifa: 

Sm3ii hal '3nya its for you 

احبك لو تكون حاضر 

 

Sara: 

I love this song 

Khalifa: 

Its our song 

Sara: 

When are you coming back? 

Khalifa: 

In 10 days baby i cant wait to be home! 

We ranted a bit more and before i know it was nearly 4am. I closed, i had to sleep i had school tomorrow. 

The whole week was typical i would stay up till three am talking to khalifa. this routine taking a toll on me, making me soo tired i couldnt wait for him to get back here so that i could sleep well and not be so worried about him being so far away. 

Thursday rolled in i got dressed texted meera asking if she would go to the cinema with me. I really wanted to watch red dawn. I got dressed i wore black jeans and a simple shirt. I tied my hair with a head band and wore my classic chanel bag and red chanel ballerinas. The movie was amazing! On our way to car a guy pulled up in his red porsche screaming his number, he was forcing meera to put his number in her phone so he she did just to get us away from this douchebag. The rest of the weekend were spent with us sitting with the women chatting and laughing and drinking tea. 

Chapter 6: lots of fun with emotion overload

I woke up with the most angelic genuine masculine laugh, it made me aotumatically smile to myself to how happy that person was. I came to realize that i was still on skype! Shit what happened last night? I blacked out completely. I started fidgeting around until he heard me. 

Khalifa:

7abeby gmti? 

Sara:

Hmm

Khalifa: 

Good morning baby girl mwah

Sara:

Hahaha good morning -sleepy voice-

Baby ill get ready and ill call

I got up freshed up had my breakfast  with the girls pancakes with nutella and stawberry yummy i always have a good day when eating pancakes, i think its just psychological hahaha. The girls where extra energized today which is just so inspiring. they decided they would go play volleyball outside. We all got ready, i wore a versace bikini with jean shorts and tied my hair in a pony tail. I texted khalifa i told him i wont be able to call since ill be busy and all that. I shut down my phone and headed straight outdoors. 

After 2 hours of playing around of course my team won. We had a bit of a swim and headed inside for lunch. Seafood was served and devouring it was an understatement. 

I checked my phone again 

1 text message from khalifa 

2 calls from my mom

Khalifa: 

Okay enjoy your time, ill sleep now and we'll talk at night :****

I called my mom and assured her everything was going okay and that she shouldnt worry so much. 

At around 4pm i told the guy working to launch the jet boat and the girls to get ready. We cruised around listening to loud music and dancing. The speed of this monster just gives me life i love it so much. We did a couple turn on the banana boat which was extremely amusing. After that we were too tired to do anything else so we just lounged around.

I went to bed straight after that 

Sara:

Im in bed ill go to sleep 

15min later 

Khalifa: 

Are you sleeping?

I called on skype 

Sara:

Hallah hallah 

Khalifa: 

Ahlain

We said out hi's and all that then went to the serious talk. I hand something on my mind and i had to talk to him about it. 

Sara:

Hmm i wanted to talk about something that has been going through my mind 

Khalifa: 

What is it?

Sara: 

Dont get me wrong or anything i just wanted to say that i think things are going way to fast with us ya3ney i barely now you how can i be in a relationship w ba3dain your so much older than me. I'm just to scared things will go out of our hands before we even notice it. 

Khalifa:

.... 

Sara: 

Khalifa are you there?

No answer i stayed their for approximately 10min then i just decided to close. Was that too much emotions all at once? I think i did the right thing since all of this is all new to me and im not used to it. If he has anything wrong with that he should just back off. 

I couldnt overthink anymore i just wanted to sleep. I was one exhausted girl. 

What do you think of the characters, do you think i should change anything? Whats you feedback? 

Lots of love--S

 

Chapter 5: sleeping together?

Since the weekend just started i wanted to spend it in a relaxing location chillaxing with cousins and have fun... The first place that came to my mind was our beach house. I love it their our house was designed by a magnificent archit and he did any absolutely amazing job. I called up my closest friends to inform them about our trip. Noura and Meera first then came my cousins which were mariam and ro'9a and maha. This is my go to group of friends we've basically grown up togther. They were all up for it and thought it was amazing idea. I told them that ill be going with noura to the supermarket to get us some junk for the weekend and we'll all meet up at the house in about 2 hours or so. On the way their we blasted music my absolutely favortie song يا اخر طموحاتي  and many many others.... 

When we got their we quickly changed so that we could go horse riding i dont usually ride but maybe the girls would like or motorcross whatever they felt like doing. I wore my dolce and gabanna biki with their new pattern season with the matching scarf so that i could wrap it around my waist. I let my hair down carelessly. 

As i headed downstairs to check everything out and make sure its all going smoothly. 

Message Khalifa:

Aren't you thinking of saying hi 

Whats up with him? I just wanna have a good time. Ill reply later on, not really bothered. 

Let me just tell you i had a blast with them girls i cant have enough of them. We the night rolled in we set up the chair and prepare the bon fire to crack some chestnut and tell ghost stories etc. 

I finally decided to reply

Sara:

I've missed you 

Khalifa: 

Me too where have you been 

Sara:

Im at the beach house with the girls

Khalifa: 

Lets skype

Sara: 

Whats your username?

Khalifa: 

Alxkh

Skype: 

Khalifa: 

Hallah hallah bl 7lween

Sara: 

 Eehhh ahlain

Khailfa: 

Sh7alich baby?

Sara: 

I good a bit tired though 

Khalifa: 

Do you wanna sleep?

Sara:

Yeah 

Khalifa: 

Im still in bed lets sleep since my class has been cancelled 

Sara:

Hmmm kaif ya3ney?

Khalifa: 

Sara baby ya3ney we sleep on the line 

Sara: 

Okay just let me get ready 

And after that i was awaken by a masculine laugh 

Whos that? 

Chapter 4: when two dreamers come together

More days have passed and conversation starting increasing. I was one happy girl that for sure. As i got to know him better some of the things i noticed in his personality is that he can be the sweetest most genuine person but if he wants something you'll have to for sure give it to him. Which i personally do not like since that just shows that you don't have any self control. Family for sure always comes first with him which is so sexy in my opinion. Something that really caught my attention is that he picks up a bit of harvey spectre personality that self centred ass-hole kind which might seem weird but i am extremely fond of.

Khalifa:

jum3a mubaraka sara :*

Sara:

shukran khalifa 

Khalifa:

you’ll have to have good breakfast on my behalf since i am craving you guys food

Sara:

5ala9 inshallah elly ta2mr 3laih 

Khalifa:

bl3afya dear and don’t forget to kiss your mommy on the head <3

Sara:

for sure you don’t have to remind me

I’m really scared to fall for him or do things my parents won’t be so pleased about. Overthinking was an under-estimate for the position i was in. I had a fear of being used. But one thing i was kind sure of is him harming it in any kind of way because we come from the same family and we do have very similar relatives it would be very hard of him to do such a think since he’ll be harming himself too.

Khalifa:

do you like the beach?

Sara:

big time :(

Khalifa: 

lets go horse riding by the beach

Sara:

allah i would love that

Ofcouse he was joking since he’s in cali at the moment 

Khalifa:

On one condition

Sara: 

 anything!

Khalifa:

you’ll have to ride with me ;)

Sara:

la maba 

i loved flirting indirectly i love it i fond it so hot

Khalifa:

okay ana z3alt 3alaich 

ahahahaha i love that he’s thinking what i was thinking… 

Sara:

okay bess ana maba, aba broo7 79an

Khalifa:

yeah okay bess 7abeby inty mat3rfeen kaif tsoogeen fa ride with me

Did he just call me 7abeby should i die or i die! 

Sara:

hmm 5ala9 okay ill ride with you

That would be something we always do. imagine our selves in a place and describe every single detail happening. its my favourite thing!

* i would love it if you guys commented and told me what you think about my post and if you would like me to change anything in particular.

Lots of love-- S

chapter 3: keeping that smile

Things were just so surrounded around him lately, everything i do, all I think about was him. My life was consumed so around him. Background about Khalifa he is a 22 year old man living in California finishing his last year in university. He is decently tall just how I like it, curly straight jet black hair, broad shoulders which if you know one thing about me you'd know that broad shoulder are basically my weakness. to sum things up in my eyes he was Mr. perfect.


Since the day I ignored him give or take 3 weeks has past. I was complaining about my eyes being too watery on twitter...


Khalifa:
"my eyes won't stop tearing, this is getting annoying." whats up? are you all good?


At the point i was basically dying the guy i was thinking about for all this time finally actually cares about my eyes. I was literally thanking god for that tweet! i was getting so hot and nervous what can i say i am a perfectionist i didn't know how to really or what to reply like shit!


Sara:
 hmm... i don't get it?


Like seriously what kind of reply is that he is obviously asking about me what do i get i personally do not know.


Khalifa:
ya i just asking are you all good with your eye.


Sara:
inshallah everything gets better

their you go sara your getting the hang of it hahaha


Khalifa:
inshallah just make sure you always smile


Like seriously HOW CUTE?

Sara:
awwhhh 5ala9 inshallah ill smile just for you


Khalifa:
i can see you beautiful teeth :*

to be honest i was kinds flattered since i take a lot of care to my teeth and i have a bit of an obsession.  i always thought i would love a husband with an amazing smile i could wake up to that would just automatically make me happy. its only fair that i also have good teeth for him right?


Sara:
hahaha thanks <3


i couldn't believe how cute he was getting with all this flirting not flirting kinda deal... i love the feeling that comes with it. Your tummy full of butterflies and you just can't stop yourself from smiling. What is this force he had over me that made me just ecstatically happy i just can't have enough of him.